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Saturday, December 8, 2012

|| MOOD: Damn Girl I Miss 'US' ||



Dedicated To Anusha !



Tumhare gale lagane mein ab woh pehle jaisi baat na rahi.. 
Na rahi woh haasi, na rahi woh ek dusre ko bina kuch kahe samajh jane wali samajhdariya
Na rahe woh 'secret' guftugu ke silsile 
Na rahi woh haath mein haath thaam ke chalne wali aada..
Na rahi woh "mai hu na tere liye" wale pyaare alfaaz..
Na rahe woh apnepan ke jazbaat..

Kuch lamho mein badal gaya sab kuch.. 
Kisi aur ki wajah se tune chodha mera saath..
Woh aakhri guftugu mein tera kehna, "Sab kuch bhool ke hum sab maze kar rahe the.!!"
Dil ko chubbh si gayi thi teri woh baat!
Ab na raha tera sahara, 
Ab na raha tera bharosa,
Aakhir tu bhi chor gaya aye DOST...
Iss bhari bheedh mein tanha kar diya tune aye DOST...
TUMHARE GALE LAGANE MEIN AB WOH PEHLE JAISI BAAT NA RAHI..
Na rahi..
Na rahi..













*pagani zonda* some day i'll ride in you babe.!!



Tuesday, November 6, 2012

Saturday, July 7, 2012

#zac!r

So there's this girl you might as well know her.. Years back she  told you those 8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning 'Thing' which you neglected right away saying she was too young. Did you ever think of her again.??? I bet you never did. But this one is just to say you what happened after you un-friended her. She had her hand scribbled with your name, she cried and she still does, she took LOVe for granted. And ever since she never  'really' loved someone with her 'real' heart. [literally been a *playa* you could say] So, still now she feel the same about you, you know the 'soft corner' types & leave that your every Lil reply means hell lot to her. The way she smiles when she looks at YOUR stuff.. It seems like she's in love even with the thought of you.
So, at the end, she still hope for you to be her's when after all those relationships & break-ups & lies & bitchy-ness. 
SHE HOPES FOR THE IMPOSSIBLE



PS. Can you turn the impossible to the possible for the sake of her 'real' smile.

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

||..Failed Friendship..||

Do you know what it feels like to be left behing?
Losing everyone around you in such a little time.

I try not to worry since they're left in the past,
But its hard going through life knowing nothing ever lasts!

Its hard to hide behind this frown,
When on the inside you're on the verge of a break down!

I've lost everyone that meant the world to me,
All I've left of them are these memories.

You have no idea how badly i want them back,
But they have left me in the past which was there plan of attack.

The pain of losing them will never go away,
I'm tired of feeling like this everyday.

I feel like I no longer belong,
I fake my happiness to show nothing's wrong.


-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-


Okay so this one is dedicated to my best-friends who ditched me for some idiotic reason.. I miss them a lot.. they were the world to me .. but now there are gone long way from me.. so anyways i was missing em so thought of writing a poem ..!!

Sunday, July 1, 2012

\\..Lyrics to "She's crazy (panga ho gaya)"..//


INTRO. 
Aaahh Thuuhh… 
Hi.. 
M just lil out of mind right now… 
Its like m hitting on this girl,ah.. 
And the next second m fantasizing about her mom 
Fuck man…

VERSE 1
Lets take it back to wahaan ,Jahaan pyaar kit hi galiyaan 
Pehlaa mera pyaar vo apne daddy ki gudiyaah, 
Frappe jaanu dram girl banaayega..hat.. 
Tere daddy ki dhamki se neend mujhe aaye na, 
“Hey there Delilah”, pyaar ka jahaan dekh, 
Daaku tera daddy mai ta thulle ki remand mai.. 
Mera dil dimaag saala dono lage kaam pe.. 
Lagi meri waat dekha mom teri kamala yeahhh.. 
Bottom line is that, I just set her for the best blunt 
Sorry baby girl m moving on to the next one, 
Born for the best_____, try till I succeed, 
On for the MILF porn jerk to the HD 
Fark nahi kuch bhi your mom is a sex freak!! 
I see it in your daddy’s eye think big and i did 
Ishq karna tha tujhse, kar baitha teri mom se.. 
Hausla buland meri to make it to the foreplay,

Aunty Bataaon mai sukoon fursat mai kya chain tha 
The only problem was tera dad uska man tha 
Basic mera plan coz m not into war and 
Emo teri mummy i said no to the violence 
Sun meri jaana,pass aana, batlana, kadwa sach na is deewane ko maarega kyuki aab saari baazi to yae.. 
Saali har shaddi ,jasbaati, haalaaton mai barbaadi karwati or lati end mai kya hai.. THENGA..!! 
Fuck bitch…

CHORUS 
Shona my baby, tera daddy he’s crazy 
Kahe mujhko farebi, 
Dekh panga ho gaya… 
Shone my baby teri mummy shes crazy lage mujhko to pagli 
Dekh panga ho gaya…. 
Shona my baby, tera daddy he’s crazy 
Kahe mujhko farebi, 
Dekh panga ho gaya… 
Shone my baby teri mummy shes crazy lage mujhko to pagli 
Dekho panga ho gaya…. 
.

Haan to bhaiyoon or unki behnoo… 
Kehte hai love is this… love is that… ****… 
Falana dhimkana *****… ye hui na baat… 
MILF porn dekhi saalo,heh.. 
GHANTA..

VERSE 2 
Let me tell you,whats complicated you hittin on ya girls mom 
Measure dick,shave ball your teenageis your worst fall 
You ain’t scoring chicks known around as a cute lad 
Only chick you smooch her dad turns a douschebag 
He gets you all groupbanged 
Phir kahaan saala pyaar hai.. 
Kisi ki ni suno kyu ki tumpe bhoot sawaar hai.. 
kehte pyaar ki to saali koi umaar nahi hoti.. 
Aunty ki jawani bhi abhi guzar gayi hoti.. 
Dil mera bola frappe chood saala porn dekh.. 
Dil kya cheez jo mere hosle ko rondh de. 
Pass gaya aunty boli “Screw you viraan” 
What a bitch what a bitch saali full 2 pataang.. 
Sun meri jaana,pass aana, batlana, kadwa sach na is deewane ko maarega aab saari baazi to yeah.. 
Saali har shaddi ,jasbaati, haalaaton mai karwati or lati end mai kya hai.. THENGA..!! 
Fuck bitch…

CHORUS 
Shona my baby, tera daddy id crazy 
Kahe mujhko farabi, 
Dekho panga ho gaya… 
Shone my baby teri mummy shes crazy lage mujhko to pagli 
Dekho panga ho gaya…. 
Shona my baby, tera daddy id crazy (Dhoom pichak dhoom pichak dhoom) 


Kahe mujhko farabi, 

Dekho panga ho gaya…

Saturday, June 30, 2012

||.. no !dea what's happen!ng ..||

27th June 2012
6:42pm
I want to fight for us but somethings holding me back . . . cause somewhere i don't feel like this will last.

29th June 2012
1:31pm
I don't wanna die, but i cant even live like this.
I cried over it, i cried it all out, now i ain't... cause its not worth it at all... I wasn't able to understand why all this happened. But it happened and phaqing ruined my life.. The day i lost my 'friends' , my 'dad' , my 'guy' , my 'life' , my 'trust' , my 'faith', i remember it all!!

It bought me all in this hell 
So, A-LONELINESS becomes my best friend AGAIN.. </3

Thursday, June 28, 2012

||..what maTTers..||

Ten things I like about you the most...
1. You have a very good 'heart'.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.

...And thats all that matters to me.




Wednesday, June 27, 2012

||..loving it here..||

My "soon to be" New Room..

Dear Monday.. (:





Source: http://student-of-fashion.blogspot.in/

||Xx..Kabhi Milo Kahi Pe..xX||

Kabhi millo kahi pe..                                                               
||..Meet me somewhere someday..
Dheer sari guftugu karni hain,
||..There's a lot to talk about,
kuch beeten silsile, kuch aane wale kal; baya karne hain,
||..Some statements of past, some statements regarding the future; have to tell you all,
Woh guzra kal khwabon ke sahare,
||..Those moments which passed with the memories of your dream,
Woh aane wala kal jo beetega tumhare sang...
||..And the 'Future' that is going to be spent with you...
Kabhi millo kahi pe..                                                               
||..Meet me somewhere someday..



Tuesday, June 26, 2012

||Xx...The 'Ordeals"...xX||

||..He was wearing the same suit from the 'Swayamwar' showroom i wished my groom wore && you were there wearing the finest suit from the 'Blackberry" store and look as good as you 'always' do.
||..He came in a BMW that made my eyes stuck to it && you rode the bike just to reach there at time ruining your 'sexy' hair just for me. 
||..He was on the finest 'Nagras' && you were there wearing the freakiest 'Nike' shoes.
||..He was there with the Platinum Ring && you had the rose in your pocket...
||..He had everything i ever desired to have on my wedding!!!!


But that day the only difference was for once i dint want any of it, for once i just wish i could accept the 'Rose' instead of the platinum ring and LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER...!! 

Thursday, June 14, 2012

||Xx.. to be trusted ''driVers' ..xX||


There's one type of people on this earth with whom I'm not afraid to sit, while driving.. The 'LUCKNOW Tempo Drivers' You can't get hurt yet you may get a heart attack though!! ;P The way they screech while another tempo comes in the way <<hehehehehe> It would seem like "Ab toh accident hona hi hai!" 
And who else would have such >>HIGH<< 'Bass' and 'Treble'  speakers that the whole road turns to see what the heck's on the way.  The music on the tempo is likely the BesT music for all THE HEART-BROKEN people...!!!!
 

YOU lEFT aNYWAYS....

A girl sitting at the corner of her room.. Thinking what wrong has she done... 
Why did you leave her all by herself lonely...
When you were her everything.. Every night she closes her eyes with a thought that she would forget everything the next morning... All your memories will be outta her mind.. But hey..  Have you ever forgotten 'ThHe BeST PART OF YOUR LIFe'. So how do you expect her to do so.. she took you as her world she loved you with every ounce of her HeART.. But you left anyways... 
She still wonders how can she get you back when all she does is think about you and weep.

||Xx..aaj rula de koi..xX||

Aagosh-e-sitam mei hi chupa le koi..
Tanha hu, tadapne se bacha le koi..
Sookhi hai badi muddat se palko ki zuban..
Bas aaj toh jee bhar ke rula de koi..




Sunday, April 22, 2012

bhaieee... :)

     

































my brother.. <3 love him alottsss... <3

Sunday, April 15, 2012

13th april,2012
11:02am         :|

I wasn't suppose to do this. Had so many dreams & desires and wishes that were to be fulfilled by this time. But what have i ended in...
I was suppose to do my favorite stuff like painting, guitar, basketball having a good friends circle but look am sitting here and writing this like a fu*king loser. Am just losing all hope. I cant do anything... There is something called feelings, that's what is dying inside this lill lonely soul every single day i hope that someday my mom understands what i actually wanna do and wanna be.I need someone to hold my hand and says its gonna be alright;  cause my world is falling apart
Everyday i wake up and wish "today will be a different from yesterdays" But it always is the same, THE SAME sounds of scolding, teasing, taunting, irritating, hating, abusing, ... All these people do is let me drown more and more into THE sadness..Temme who doesn't have a BAD PAST.?? No1 is perfect alright.. Everyone makes mistakes and I've done hell lots of 'em. Even if i am happy these people don't let me be.!!!!! I WAS SUPPOSE TO DO HECK LOTS OF THINGS BY NOW.. BUT AM STUCK IN THE MIDDLE OF THE BAD PAST AND MY MOM... who don't let me do ANY fu*king thing... </3


Friday, April 6, 2012

"Today is my exam but i dont care bcoz a sheet of paper cant decide my future"

Thousands of yesterdays я gone. MiŁŁions of tomoяяows wiŁŁ come. But stiŁŁ a hope is aŁive...KaŁ se pakka padhenge."



"What's d diffeяence between peopŁe who pяay in TempŁes & peopŁe who pяay in d Exam Centяes ? Those in d exam centяes я damn seяious."


"Hey Fяiends,I'm Switching Off My CeŁŁ Due 2 Xams As I Have 2 Woяk Hard..PŁz Contact Me Afteя,15 Mins Tab Tak Meяa Bhoot Utaя Jayega " 



"1st line to b written in exams...
All d answers written below are imaginary and work of pure fiction. any resemblance to front or back bencher is unintentional and purely co-incidental..".

"EXAM K RAAT STUDENT NE TOSS KIYA...
Head aya to sona h,Tail aya to film dekhna h,Khada raha to Gane sunuga,agar hawa me raha to MAA KASAM raat bhar padunga."


"I'm studying. Don't Łaugн, I яeaŁŁy am ! AŁяight fine...youя яight I'm not, just don't teŁŁ my mom. "

 
"Education is sucн a wondeяfuŁ & pяecious tнing.. I wondeя wнy did tнey botнeя to waste it on me"

 








  

Thursday, April 5, 2012

kehna hi kya yeh nain ek anjaan se jo mille...

Gumsum gumsum gup chup, gumsum gup chup 

Silent and secretive, silent and secretive

Halchal halchal ho gayi teri, honth hai tere chup
You are all shaken, your lips are silent

Khalbal khalbal ho gayi teri, baithi hai tu gupchup
You are all disturbed, you are sitting silently

Pyaare pyaare chehre lekar dediya ishaara
With your lovely face you've given us hints

Dekha teri aankhon mein hai sapna koi pyaara
We have seen that there is some sweet dream in your eyes

Humse gori naa tu sharma, kehde humse zara
Don't be shy of us, tell us a little

Kehna hi kya yeh nain ek anjaan se jo mile
What is there to say, my eyes met with a stranger

Chalne lage mohabbat ke jaise yeh silsile
As if a love story has started

Armaan naye aise dil mein khile, jinko kabhi main naa jaanoon
Wishes that I never knew before are blooming in my heart

Voh humse, hum unse kabhi naa mile, kaise mile dil naa jaanoon
If he and I never met, I don't know how our hearts would have met

Ab kya kare, kya naam le, kaise unhe main pukaaroon
What do I do now, what is his name, how can I call him?

Kehna hi kya yeh nain ek anjaan se jo mile
What is there to say, my eyes met with a stranger

Chalne lage mohabbat ke jaise yeh silsile
As if a love story has started

Armaan naye aise dil mein khile, jinko kabhi main naa jaanoon
Wishes that I never knew before are blooming in my heart

Voh humse, hum unse kabhi naa mile, kaise mile dil naa jaanoon
If he and I never met, I don't know how our hearts would have met

Ab kya kare, kya naam le, kaise unhe main pukaaroon
What do I do now, what is his name, how can I call him?

Pehli hi nazar mein kuch hum, kuch tum ho jaate hai yun gum
At first sight him and I got a little lost

Nainon se barse rim jhim, rim jhim humpe pyaar ka saavan
A shower of love fell dripping from our eyes

Sharm thodi thodi humko aaye to nazarein jhuk jaayen
When I got a little shy my eyes turned downward

Sitam thoda thoda humpe shok hawa bhi kar jaaye
A breeze of wind also gave me a little torture

Aisi chali, aanchal ude, dil mein ek toofaan uthe
It blew such that my sari flew, a storm brewed in my heart

Hum to lut gaye khade hi khade
I was totally taken while standing

Kehna hi kya yeh nain ek anjaan se jo mile
What is there to say, my eyes met with a stranger

Chalne lage mohabbat ke jaise yeh silsile
As if a love story has started

Armaan naye aise dil mein khile, jinko kabhi main naa jaanoon
Wishes that I never knew before are blooming in my heart

Voh humse, hum unse kabhi naa mile, kaise mile dil naa jaanoon
If he and I never met, I don't know how our hearts would have met

Ab kya kare, kya naam le, kaise unhe main pukaaroon
What do I do now, what is his name, how can I call him?

Gumsum gumsum gup chup, gumsum gup chup - 2
Silent and secretive, silent and secretive

Halchal halchal ho gayi teri, honth hai tere chup
You are all shaken, your lips are silent

Khalbal khalbal ho gayi teri, baithi hai tu gupchup
You are all disturbed, you are sitting silently

Pyaare pyaare chehre lekar dediya ishaara
With your lovely face you've given us hints

Dekha teri aankhon mein hai sapna koi pyaara
We have seen that there is some sweet dream in your eyes

Humse gori naa tu sharma, kehde humse zara
Don't be shy of us, tell us a little

In honthon ne maanga sargam, sargam tu aur tera hi pyaar hai
These lips asked for a song, the song is you and your love

Aankhen dhoonde hai jisko har dam, har dam tu aur tera hi pyaar hai
What my eyes search for at every moment is you and your love

Mehfil mein bhi tanha hai dil aise, dil aise
Even in a crowd my heart is alone like this

Tujhko kho naa de, darrta hai yeh aise, yeh aise
My heart fears losing you like this

Aaj mili aisi khushi, jhoom uthi duniya yeh meri
I got such happiness today, my whole world is dancing

Tumko paaya to paayi zindagi
When I found you I found life

Kehna hi kya yeh nain ek anjaan se jo mile
What is there to say, my eyes met with a stranger


Chalne lage mohabbat ke jaise yeh silsile
As if a love story has started

Armaan naye aise dil mein khile, jinko kabhi main naa jaanoon
Wishes that I never knew before are blooming in my heart

Voh humse, hum unse kabhi naa mile, kaise mile dil naa jaanoon
If he and I never met, I don't know how our hearts would have met

Ab kya kare, kya naam le, kaise unhe main pukaaroon
What do I do now, what is his name, how can I call him?

Kehna hi kya yeh nain ek anjaan se jo mile
What is there to say, my eyes met with a stranger

Chalne lage mohabbat ke jaise yeh silsile
As if a love story has started

Kehna hi kya
What is there to say




in
between of our talks n silly 
laughter..
i guess
i fell in 
LOVE with
US.. (:

Seven devils all around me..

Seven devils a
The first: your full, sweet lips;
the colour of a velvet rose, that I yearn to touch,
to taste them long, as they smile beneath mine.
The second: your warm, gentle hands;
each fingertip a delicate brushstroke of exquisite, indelible colour on my flesh,
a whisper of satin stirred by a breath of wind.
The third: your bright, deep eyes;
pools of hot, thick caramel I would gaze into forever,
their warmth sending delicious ripples of heat through every cell of me,
in every deep current of blood.
The fourth: your soft, murmuring voice;
like a patient hand stoking a winter fire,
waking the passions slumbering within,
until ravenous, ferocious flames roar across my skin.
The fifth: your light, sweet breath;
That mingles with mine in our lover’s dance,
as we kiss, as we embrace, entwined beneath the moon’s timid eye,
that tastes of all the promises you’ve made,
and all the promises you’ve kept.
The sixth: your strong, hard arms;
The cage I return to, each black-satin night,
The ark no tempest could ever shake.
In them I lose myself again and again,
and ever they have guided me faithfully back home to you.
The seventh: your heart of music and fire;
an instrument playing tirelessly, enchantingly, the symphony of all that I am when I am with you,
of all that you are, all about you that I know,
of all that you keep secret, and all I will unearth.
Of all that I have ever longed and dreamt of,
of all the promise this world does boast,
and the intrigue and mystery of every distant other.
Seven devils, seven angels,
Seven chains that bind me tight to you.
Seven souls, if I had, they would each love you.
And seven lifetimes would not be enough.

  Inspired by Florence + The Machine, ‘Seven Devils’


Sunday, April 1, 2012

... ????

in this season of rain, in this sweet fragrance of the soul, in the gloomy breeze, there is miles of sadness...


in this strange weather, there's a lot to talk about, there are uncountable stories about  those who are hurt and no one ever noticed but they say it with a smile... OUCH that hurts and you take it as a joke...





but hey ...... in this season of rain you dont know how much i miss you//... 
**woh sab baate bohot yaad aati hain  teri yaar... :'(






She's Crazy (Panga Ho gaya) Dj Palash & Frappe Ash

Sunday, March 18, 2012

♥♥♥ lets escape this town for a lill while...



lets just go to place where there is no fear, no drama, no sense of responsibility.. where everything we ever waned is always free.. where all you wanna do is lay down beside ur loved one n count the stars at night, where you get up by hearing the sweet song of the birds rather than the shouts of ur parents, where every stranger is ur friend to be.. where every night is a party, where every song is the one u wished to dedicate to ur love one, where there is no meaning of failure, where there is nothing such as a heart break .. ♥ ♥ ♥


where there is just friends , love n peace...

you know what lets just shove in the head phones n SLEEP ♥♥♥ ;) 

Friday, March 16, 2012

Isn't Being In Love The Most Beautiful Feeling.....♥

Being Single Is Fun... But Being Committed In Love Feels Awesome...

-When You Wake Up You Find "Good Morning" In Your Inbox...
Or Early In The Morning You Listen To That Sweet Voice Saying: " Ooh, Uth
Gaya Mera Shona Baby...!"

-When You're All Alone,Sick Or Lost.. You Need Just That Person With You..To Hold You In
There Arms...

-Those Small-Small Fights, & Saying " I'm Not Gonna Talk To You "
But Still... You Check Your Mobile To See The Missed Calls & Msgs From Them...

-Waking Up Suddenly At Midnight... Calling Them Talking Till 4 am.... .

-Those Sweet Memories.. After A Fight Saying: " Sorry Sweetheart..." & Then Fighting Over Whose Mistake It Was...

-When We Call Them & If It Says " Is Busy With Another Call, Plz Stay On Line Or Call Later.. .!"
We Find It Frustrating.... .

-Seeing His/Her Face & Becoming Happy..Without Reasons.. .

-Reading Their Cute Text & Smiling Idiotically... Caught By Friends & Family....

-Imagining Future Lives With Them... Waking Up & Sleep While Cuddling Them...

Nowadays We Often Here People Say Love Hurts...
Love Is Fake Its Unreal....
But Its Not Love...
It May Be
The Wrong Person...
Or The Wrong Timings Which May Cause A Heart Break...
But Tell Me Honestly...
" Isn't Being In Love The Most Beautiful".....♥