||Xx.. The Wish I Had Sent ..xX||

To whom to ask, why is it so,
this world is, as if mute..

Where to find moments of joy,
Even time is like without a sign..
  There are complaints on so many lips,
there are many distances from the life..
Why do the dreams dampen in eyes,
when the line leaves these hands, for no reason..

The wish I had sent,
that collided with the sky such that
a call has come back..
  where have the breaths turned their face,
I don't see any path..
where has the heartbeat left the heart,
and where have these bodies left (their) shadows..

I, here, think this again and again..
a smoke of memories is walking with me..
  The wish I had sent,
that collided with the sky such that
a call has come back..

#tera saath bohot yaad aata hai!!

Jab badal rahe the hum , tere kehne pe..
Sab kuch ajeeb laga raha tha,
Nahi maloom tha *kitno ka saath chorna padega..*

Nahi mloom tha *kis kis ka haath thaamna padega..*
Woh tere chehre ko dekh ke aankhon ka bhar aana..
Poocho dil se kitna roone ka dil karta hai..
Tere saath bohot yaad aata hai,
Tera saath bohot yaad aata hai!!

|| MOOD: Damn Girl I Miss 'US' ||

Dedicated To Anusha !

Tumhare gale lagane mein ab woh pehle jaisi baat na rahi.. 

Na rahi woh haasi, na rahi woh ek dusre ko bina kuch kahe samajh jane wali samajhdariya

Na rahe woh 'secret' guftugu ke silsile 

Na rahi woh haath mein haath thaam ke chalne wali aada..

Na rahi woh "mai hu na tere liye" wale pyaare alfaaz..

Na rahe woh apnepan ke jazbaat..

Kuch lamho mein badal gaya sab kuch.. 

Kisi aur ki wajah se tune chodha mera saath..

Woh aakhri guftugu mein tera kehna, "Sab kuch bhool ke hum sab maze kar rahe the.!!"

Dil ko chubbh si gayi thi teri woh baat!

Ab na raha tera sahara, 

Ab na raha tera bharosa,

Aakhir tu bhi chor gaya aye DOST...

Iss bhari bheedh mein tanha kar diya tune aye DOST...

TUMHARE GALE LAGANE MEIN AB WOH PEHLE JAISI BAAT NA RAHI..

Na rahi..

Na rahi..

*pagani zonda* some day i'll ride in you babe.!!

Da!ry enTry..

Mo.Od :

   pathetic...

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#zac!r

So there's this girl you might as well know her.. Years back she  told you those 8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning 'Thing' which you neglected right away saying she was too young. Did you ever think of her again.??? I bet you never did. But this one is just to say you what happened after you un-friended her. She had her hand scribbled with your name, she cried and she still does, she took LOVe for granted. And ever since she never  'really' loved someone with her 'real' heart. [literally been a *playa* you could say] So, still now she feel the same about you, you know the 'soft corner' types & leave that your every Lil reply means hell lot to her. The way she smiles when she looks at YOUR stuff.. It seems like she's in love even with the thought of you.

So, at the end, she still hope for you to be her's when after all those relationships & break-ups & lies & bitchy-ness. 

SHE HOPES FOR THE IMPOSSIBLE

PS. Can you turn the impossible to the possible for the sake of her 'real' smile.

||..Failed Friendship..||

Do you know what it feels like to be left behing?

Losing everyone around you in such a little time.

I try not to worry since they're left in the past,

But its hard going through life knowing nothing ever lasts!

Its hard to hide behind this frown,

When on the inside you're on the verge of a break down!

I've lost everyone that meant the world to me,

All I've left of them are these memories.

You have no idea how badly i want them back,

But they have left me in the past which was there plan of attack.

The pain of losing them will never go away,

I'm tired of feeling like this everyday.

I feel like I no longer belong,

I fake my happiness to show nothing's wrong.

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Okay so this one is dedicated to my best-friends who ditched me for some idiotic reason.. I miss them a lot.. they were the world to me .. but now there are gone long way from me.. so anyways i was missing em so thought of writing a poem ..!!