I write these words in silence.. xoxo :'(

I really hope you're listening
Because this is the beginning
Of what will lead to the end

 You, me,
We then,
Were here.
We saw the day and hoped for tomorrow.
We caught a brief glimpse of love's promise.
We were not liars,
But thieves of time.
For now time has now forgotten us,
Yet our memory lingers, and love remembers
This place that was ours.


Now here we are
alone in togetherness
trying to build dreams
with two by fours and glue,
but even a home
won't tie us together
when our hearts live alone

Poetic vows cliched
into nothingness
like all words do, eventually
and we allowed
our bodies to become
another pair of hollow shadows
that make love to a wall
instead of each other
and we wonder why
the roses are dying


You tell me that you love me
When I go to leave
You tell me I'm your only one
And I let myself believe


I know that you are using me
But you'll never let me go
I know that you don't love me
I know I'm just for show

I don't know If I can stand
To see you love another girl
You know that you broke my heart
You know that your my world

But while your standing by my side
I'll believe your lies forever
Cause everything seems so perfect
When we are together



Somewhere beyond the flossy clouds
Cupid has lost his romancing arrows
Plays sad sonorous tunes on his bow
Dedicated to all weepy lonely hearts

Every night i talk to the stars
pretending its you..
 it acts just like you tho..
far away and never
never replies to my questions..

You think I'm just crazy
I know It's true
You act like you think so all the time
And Sometime later I'll beg to differ
But at the moment I'm too senseless to care
Yes I'm far out there, too senseless to care.

My heart is a million broken pieces,
Just like shards of glass that the eyes can't see.
I try to put it back together,
But it only cuts me.

I bleed so bad because the cuts are so deep,
So I give up.
As I stare in the mirror, what do I see?

Stay with the million pieces of me,
Or go to another dimension and find the rest of me?
Time is up, and I must decide.
So I take a leap of faith and hope and pray,
That putting me back together,
I can become whole and my soul will be found.